it's what i want, but no communication is going to kill me... maybe it's better this way. That way, nobody is allowed to care. I want to move on (without one another), and apparently so does she. But now that shes proving that, im "smothering" her. And by doing so, i've eliminated what was left of being best/close friends.... (or at least two people who weren't together anymore, but genuinely cared so much for one another.) Its obvious I'm being selfish, and that the current actions are what she needs to not be hurt and to move on. I have to be happy for her. I want to care and worry about her, but that's not going to help her find happiness. Just cloud everything.
i've hurt you
you've bored me
you're out trying to find you,
while i'm here pretending to be me.
erase me, because that's what ive done to you for so long. do what you have to. in the long run, i'll be happy for you because you deserve only the best. i'll miss you and our friendship. the smothering has ended, i promise.
Saturday, January 24, 2009
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