ending the week......(writings and a playlist)

This week was one of the worst weeks ever for me : ( If you refer to three posts below, those are about the only things that kept me sane. My grandmother in Portugal is probably about to die, people aren't who you thought they were, my friends are struggling with things I cant help them with, and all of this combined has been eating the fuck out of me.

Luckily Im off this weekend, and Im going to do the things that are detrimental to my happiness.

For starters.... getting my mattress so that I can not die of back pain...(back pain isn't actually going to kill me. It would be the gun to the head due to the restless sleep I've been getting for the last two weeks)

also:
- Sushi with roomates and Lauren. Our BFF hangage has been put on a stand still since the end of ABDC.
- blackberry messenger all day and night
- bike ride with Twelvie tomorrow.
- Bon fire later that night with Twelvie.
- Tuesday (i think, i should probably know) i leave for hawaii for 6 days.
-------For those who dont know... My job, T-Mobile, awarded me with their Peak Achievement Award. Pretty HUGE deal. This award means they fly you out to Maui for 6 days at some fancy hotel, you go to a couple ceremony dinners, then they pay for all of your food and drinks and a couple activities. I on the other hand will be trying to see if i can rent a car (hopefully that being 25 thing doesnt kill my plans) and driving around the island, looking for sweet shit to do. I'll probably try to go surfing as much as possible, then gain a huge "ice" addiction so that i can meet these guys, primarily the son with the the jordan tattoo...



and to end my bragging about hawaii, ill show you a pic of where i'll be staying


too bad i'll be missing United Blood huh?

*moving on back to that list*
- furniture!

*moving on again to the second part of my blog*

this weeks playlist is split in half.

10 songs on the lighter side, and 10 on the harder.

***disclaimer*** when you download the songs of course, they wont be in order... some day i'll learn how to do that for you, but until then, move them around in your playlist to this order. i dont know why i'm even typing this, youre not going to download this.

Side A:
1. Azure Ray - "If You Fall"
2. Dashboard Confessional - "The Best Deceptions"
3. Denali - "Run Through"
4. Radiohead - "High and Dry"
5. Mates of State - "Middle is Gold" (@1:20.... so good!)
6. Billy Bragg - "The Milkman of Human Kindness"
7. Lisa Loeb - "Do You Sleep" (the answer to that is no)
8. Heart Eyes - "Farewell" (some random girl from b9 covering American Nightmare on acoustic.)
9. Mancub - "Surrender at Saratoga" (R.I.P. Ben)
10. Death Cab for Cutie - "I Will Follow You Into the Dark"

Side B:
11. Mind Eraser - "Curtain"
12. Alone in a Crowd - "Is Anybody There?"
13. Trash Talk - "Well of Souls"
14. Colin of Arabia - "Closure"
15. Pulling Teeth - "Shiteaters"
16. Unbroken - "Fall on Proverb"
17. Reign Supreme - "Iscariot"
18. Pellinore - "Catastrophe"
19. Down to Nothing - "I Can't Believe My Eyes"
20. Scraps and Heart Attacks - "Dont F with S"

----> DOWNLOAD HERE!!! <----

fuck, look at the time... ive gotta go... im running way late for sushi.