-woke up on time
-got ready for work
-roommate made me a Japanese flag (egg in a basket) with a side of veggie bacon
-headed to work to start my day
This is when things started to go down south.
Fail#1
I have my car inspection scheduled to be done today. Took me three weeks to schedule because Toyota couldn't return my calls all month. Now my inspection sticker is expired. Anyways, On my way to work yesterday while driving through what seemed to be a 7-11 slurpee, my windshield just started cracking out of nowhere. It just kept spreading.
Now I have to replace the windshield before I can get an inspection, or it will just be rejected FUCK!
Fail #2
District manager thinks its a great idea to have a conversation with me from what he thinks going on from viewing me for 2 minutes... Not going to go into all of the bullshit and just say the end result. I decided that I'd rather not deal with this crap anymore and I asked to step down from a manager back to a sales rep. They want to keep me and do that, so thats whats going to happen.... I gave my demands and requests, just waiting to hear where I'll end up. I could care less what anyone else might think of me for stepping down, but I'm pretty crushed with myself. I feel like I took on something and I couldn't succeed at it and failed. Its even harder thinking this way, when i know I gave 110% to my job, and it was never noticed. I'm just going to try and accept it as, "hey, I tried it... and it isn't the right thing for me, or at least for right now."
Huge blow on my morale
THIRD STRIKE! Fail #3
Feeling really defeated, I had something I've been looking forward to for awhile that would help with my crappy day... What better than a home Admirals game? FUCK YEAH! We get there and the ticket booths are shut down, but they're taking donations at the door. I didn't have enough cash for the asked "donation," so they let Princess and myself in for $2 bucks. Hell yeah! Admirals game for $2!!!???? So we walk into the arena, its darkm and theres a whole bunch of lights in the stands from fans or something. I immediately stepped back and was like I'll go grab a beer while they're doing this pep-rally pump up thing or whatever it was. I get to the concession and I noticed the draft handles are gone. The lady tells me, "It's Christian night, no beer is being served." I'm REALLY disappointed at this point that I couldn't enjoy a beer, even more so because its "Christian Night." So as we're getting ready to leave the concession the lady says, "enjoy the concert." I'm so confused at this point. Long ass story for a short end, it was some kind of WOW Worship Praise fest instead of a hockey game. I was positive it was a home game last night because my Admirals schedule said so, but apparently it was an away game. FML! We walk into the arena just to see, and as soon as the band started playing, people immediately rose from their seats, raising their hands to the sun, and started getting their praise on. HUUUUGE balloons like gigantic beach balls were being bounced around the crowd. All of this was seriously happening all within a minute of the show starting. I'm positive my friend Caitlin's mom was there. haha. Exited the arena asap.
If there is a God, he seriously fucking hates me. He's got a great sense of humor for the way i got duped, i lol'd, but he definitely hates me.
but for real, FUCK THAT DAY! Im just going to do me for now on. Now that I can have less responsibility, I'm going to do what I love-d most about my job, and that's helping customers. It's clearly what got me where I was, took me to Hawaii, won me endless awards, endless connections now, and most importantly gave me the friendships and relationships I've made along the way with my customers. Back to loving my job.
anyways, I just wanted to share this. I stole it from the Church of Choppers blog. This bike to me is seriously perfection. I love it.
hopefully I get done what I need to be done today. Hopefully today and tonight rules, and hopefully I'm not completely in over my head. I would be kinda bummed.
anyways.... Shred til' You're dead,
-B666
oh yeah! in response to Grace, here's my GPOYT upping the punx
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